March 1st!

Hi, I am Ben and I hate Taiwan. I still can't believe that time is going so fast. It is as if I was in a time machine. Next thing I know, I will be in college! Holy Mother of Cupcakes! I am currently working on my resolution for my SPIMUN conference that will be coming up in about 20 days or so. I am so excited yet today, I got depressed when I heard that I was not in the Security Council in PASMUN. I want to challenge myself, I don't want to go against people who are not experienced. Some of the people I am going against in PASMUN never even wrote an Opening Speech! I hate how it is like this but life is unfair. And how unfair? My brother is in Security Council. I wanna KILL myself. Right when I want to work hard, I never get the chance to.